“I Don’t Get Anything Out Of It”

Recently I saw a trending hashtag on Twitter that drew my attention. It was “#Imnotgoingtochurchbecause “. Now I know that the gospel of Christ is not something that everyone agrees with. I know that there are a large number of people who will take any opportunity to attack it. This hashtag, in particular, peeked my interest. Why is it that people don’t go to church. With major hesitation, due to the open forum of Twitter, I dove in for a look.

Now first and foremost, there was the smattering of disgusting comments and just plain ignorance. I will not take the time to repeat them, you will just have to imagine (although I suggest you don’t waste any time on it). Then there were a few that sparked the idea behind this blog post. They were the ones that pointed toward the thought of “Not getting anything out of it”.

Huh? Why in the world would you consider getting anything out of it? What really is in it for you? Is there something you hope to gain from your presence in a place of worship, or rather, is it that you have given back that time for worshipping he who gives you every second of everyday?

The ultimate goal of going to the church you attend should never be for personal gain but instead immersing yourself in a window directly into Heaven. Now personal growth is a benefit of worshipping together with other members, your brothers and sisters in Christ, but going and worshipping should be about the giving, not the getting.

If you do or have thought about going to church, whether it is on Sunday or to a daily Mass, consider that it is you and your family giving time to worship. It is a time of giving thanks for all that you have been blessed with. It is a time of intimacy with the creator of Heaven and Earth. It is a time to receive the body and blood of Jesus Christ as he commanded us to do. He gave us the guide. He commanded we do so.

Consider for a moment how blessed you will be when your attention is on God. The entire world melts away. You spend time brining God joy. Go to church. Be in fellowship with your christian family. Spend time with God. Bring him joy!

Be blessed,

Deacon Jason Bowden

Power and Control


Recently I was asked what it is about my life that has changed. I must admit that over the course of the past year or two I have changed. I am 43 years old and have never had so much joy in all of my life as I do now. So as a cradle Christian, how can so much change this late in the game?

It is all in how you exercise free will. Free will is a gift given to us by God at birth. No matter how long or short a life on earth is, we all have free will. Believers and non-believers have the same amount. But how do we use it?

I was in full control. If you asked me, I would freely tell you that I wasn’t. I would happily tell you that God had total control of my life. Upon doing some deep personal examination, it just wasn’t the case. Food, money, relationships and even my Ministry were all under my control and I just couldn’t see it. Sure, I have had some success during that time in life, but it is minuscule compared to now.

So what happens when you actually give control of EVRYTHING to God (not just tell yourself he does). Food no longer gave me comfort. Money no longer drove me and my mood. My marriage, which was already amazing and blessed, shot to a new level. I wake up each and every day and cannot wait to see what God has in store. I no longer rely on myself for my joy. We get in amazing ruts in life when everything depends on ourselves. With God, every day, every hour, becomes new and refreshed. I was busy, but now, I have an even fuller schedule because I do things for Him rather than myself, and I couldn’t be more excited to tackle each packed full day.

So where can you begin to have this kind of life? It starts with letting go. Admit to your Heavenly Father that you no longer want control. Realize that you, dear sinner, can’t make it on your own. Know that God wants nothing more than for you to rely on him for your joy, comfort and peace. Faith is verb. It is the action of giving in and letting go.

I find now that 10 minutes less sleep equals 10 more minutes of morning prayer. Start each and every day by giving up control and starting with your creator. If you had a watch that was broken, who better to fix it than the guy that made it?

WARNING- making this decision does not necessarily mean that everyone you come in contact with will know it. It takes time. Watch how those around you daily start to see the change. They will eventually see it and want to jump on board. This isn’t something that can be seen like a new ball cap. This is supernatural! Share it with them, but don’t stumble just because their initial excitement doesn’t match yours.

Thank you for reading, liking and sharing…

Be blessed,

Deacon Jason Bowden

Put That Down


Weight. It can suck the life clean out of you. Extra body weight has stifled me for most of my entire life. I have, however with the help of God himself, changed my lifestyle and have lost some extra pounds. 120 lbs. to be exact. But there is more. It’s not fat that I want to lose now, it’s baggage.

If you are or ever have carried your mistakes around with you then you will know how carrying extra stuff can really affect your life. It hampers everything. Work, family and recreation. Let it go.

For true believers it is as easy as saying “God, here is what I am dealing with. Please take it from me.” It is often said that this is the hard part, Actually confessing that you cannot deal with whatever it is alone. Not so fast.

What I find, most of the time, is that it is what comes next that is always the most difficult. It’s letting go and actually letting God have it, whatever it is.

There were two Monks who had taken a vow of silence. Prior to the silence beginning, they had planned to walk daily through a nearby wooded area. They came upon an elderly woman who was stifled on her journey by a creek. She was too old and too frail to cross the water. One Monk walked up to her and asked “Miss, may we carry you across?” She joyfully responded “Yes”. So the Monks lifted her by the elbows and carried her across the creek. The two Monks were on their way. They had journeyed 5 miles on from the creek when the second Monk said to the first “You broke our vow of silence.” The first Monk responded “My Brother, we carried that woman 30 feet, you have carried her for 5 miles.”

My point? If you are carrying extra baggage and have asked God to truly take it from you and be in control, why do you still carry it with you? If you had to make a journey with a suitcase full of rocks and you got to a sign that said “Empty your bag here”, would it make sense to refill your bag with rocks before moving on?

We believe that God created the Heavens and the Earth. Why should we not believe that He could not handle the messes we have made?

Be blessed,

Deacon Jason Bowden

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See Me


People love to hate things. Unfortunately, Christianity is not excluded.

Pull up your Facebook or Twitter accounts and scroll a little. It won’t take you long to find someone, somewhere who throws in a “Hand Grenade” of a post. You’ve seen them. A picture of a Christmas Tree with a sign that says “We sell to Christians only” or a news article on members of a cult, claiming to be Christians, holding signs and protests at a Soldier’s Funeral.

You may have heard it said that you can sleep in a garage, but that doesn’t make you a car. The same can be said for anyone who carries or raises high a flag that says they are a Christian. That is not who we are.

What we are, and what I wish the world could wrap it’s head around, are sinners. We, or better yet, I, am a failure. We all fall short of God’s call to walk in the ways of his Son Jesus Christ. Not one single one of us deserves his mercy. Yet, his promise is always to have mercy on his repentant faithful. Thank you God.

So what can we do?

First and foremost, walk in his ways with his help. Pray without ceasing. We are called to be in unending and ceaseless prayer. Make your daily life, as you interact with the world, a conversation with God. He walks with us in our homes, our work, our shopping, our worship and yes, our Social Media. Be ever mindful that your journey in life includes God no matter where you are.

Know that a reaction is sometimes what people are after, so, give them one. No I don’t mean by engaging them in a war of words. That is what they want, to see you break and become judgmental and hateful. I mean to pray for them. We show God the love that we have for others most by praying for them. Ask God to change their hearts and to forgive them.

Last, make your presence known. Be there in their joys and their pain. Celebrate with them as well as mourning with them. That is what God does, so why wouldn’t you shoot for the same?

Not a single one of us may ever be able to change the world, but, know that we do have the ability to change the world around us. In my experience I have found that sometimes it just takes time. As you present yourself to them, showing them the true love of Christ that dwells within you, a change starts to occur. Plant the seed and let God do the watering through you.

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Be blessed,

Deacon Jason Bowden



A CALL TO ACTION; My Sermon Notes May 5, 2013

Harry S. Truman once said:

You can always amend a big plan, but you can never expand a little one. I don’t believe in little plans. I believe in plans big enough to meet a situation which we can’t possibly foresee now. End quote.

Plans are something that are a large part of any life. When we are young, we make plans for when we become adults. In our teenage years, we make plans for the weekend, for college, for our career.

When we get to adulthood, we make plans for a family, a house, a vacation, the rest of our lives.

Some plans seem small but important. What will I wear, what I will eat, and so on.

This week we are at a major point in our life as a parish. The testimony has been heard and it is now in the judge’s hands. It is in God’s hands.

We have plans, but no matter what happens, this Church, this family, will survive. Maybe not here, but we will survive. We are faithful to a faithful God.

Now we know that this is true. We have always known this. It has been a journey. A long, hard, unpredictable journey. I believe that no matter what decision is reached, this week’s scripture comes to us at a perfect time.

From Joel:

“Fear not, O land; be glad and rejoice, for the LORD has done great things! Fear not, you beasts of the field, for the pastures of the wilderness are green; the tree bears its fruit; the fig tree and vine give their full yield. “Be glad, O children of Zion, and rejoice in the LORD your God, for he has given the early rain for your vindication; he has poured down for you abundant rain, the early and the latter rain, as before.

It doesn’t matter where we are. It doesn’t matter where we meet. Think for a moment about the Apostles. After the resurrection, they did not set up shop and just invite people in every Sunday. They worked. They traveled. They took the Gospel to the world. Not from one singular location. They used their feet.

I could not help but raise my hand last week when Father asked “Who among you has important ties to this building.” I know we all have. Like some of you, my baptism, our child’s baptism, our wedding, my ordination, and our child’s funeral have all taken place within these four walls. But I do not say that. What I say is that those very important parts of mine and my family’s life have been shared with my family…Trinity.

The reading from Joel finishes with:

“You shall eat in plenty and be satisfied, and praise the name of the LORD your God, who has dealt wondrously with you. And my people shall never again be put to shame.

Psalm 66

Come and see what God has done:

               he is awesome in his deeds toward the children of man.

He turned the sea into dry land;

               they passed through the river on foot.

There did we rejoice in him,

               who rules by his might forever,

whose eyes keep watch on the nations—

               let not the rebellious exalt themselves.

Bless our God, O peoples;

               let the sound of his praise be heard,

who has kept our soul among the living

               and has not let our feet slip.

That is the words we must not just hear, but feel. He has us. He holds us in his hands. We do not hold up this relationship. He holds us up with his victorious righteous right hand.

From James:

But be doers of the word, and not hearers only, deceiving yourselves. For if anyone is a hearer of the word and not a doer, he is like a man who looks intently at his natural face in a mirror.

This may be a hard pill to swallow but it is one that I challenge young people with. It is good for all of us to hear. It is this…

If we look in the mirror and don’t see Jesus, we are doing it wrong. I do it wrong throughout the day, every day, but it is in those moments that I stop and start over by taking my failures to the Father.

Religion that is pure and undefiled before God, the Father, is this: to visit orphans and widows in their affliction, and to keep oneself unstained from the world.

From the Gospel of St. John:

For the Father himself loves you, because you have loved me and have believed that I came from God

That’s us. Here today.

We have already persevered. No matter where we as a Parish family are coming together for worship and learning, we have already won. We have loved God by doing his work and loving his Son. We have been a beacon of light in this world.

But the work is not done. The scripture readings we have heard today are a call to action. Today’s Gospel reading finishes like a high school football coach rallying his team to victory

“Behold, the hour is coming, indeed it has come, when you will be scattered, each to his own home, and will leave me alone. Yet I am not alone, for the Father is with me. I have said these things to you, that in me you may have peace. In the world you will have tribulation. But take heart; I have overcome the world.”

What we do from this point forward is do what we have done all along. We have not just sat here and waited for man to pass judgment on us. We have done his work and must continue to do so.

I am a guy who likes social media. I engage in sometime on Facebook, Twitter and writing a blog. I know it is not for everyone and it can be ugly. But if you want a taste of how much work we need to do, take a look. I have opened myself up to the world and have attempted to reach people. The results are not always pretty, but it reminds me that the fight goes on. I cannot, in good conscience, stand in this pulpit and quote some of the responses I have received. The good fight goes on.

But it does have those moments, when I have gotten a response from people I never would have otherwise met, that have thanked me for my thoughts and my witness.

I was asked recently to share my family’s testimony recently on my blog. I did and I shared a very difficult time in our life. Most of you know that we received, and gave back to God our son Jacob on the same day. Jen and I prayed long and hard, when after our daughter Jordan was born, we were told we could have no more children. Here we are 13 years later, having had the opportunity to have so many children in our life. That is, as I will always know, due to the work done by God through Trinity Church.

We never know how God is going to do his work. We don’t know his plans. All we know is that if we remain faithful, no matter what he gives us or takes away, he will remain faithful to us. The victory is his. The work is ours. We have been called to action.


Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and do not lean on your own understanding. Proverbs 3:5

If you know us or have read our testimony, you know that today is a blessed day. On April 18, 1995, our baby, Jacob Michael was born and given back to God.

The next few months were filled with many ups and downs. We wanted two different things. My wife wanted to talk and I wanted to be quiet. We were in a dark place. We were both Christians but didn’t want to hear it. None of it. We supported each other in anyway possible. We even listened to the statistics, 80% of couples who lose a child divorce. God wasn’t having it.

So we prayed. Children were all we wanted. We made it through the darkness of statistics, people saying all the wrong things, and sometimes giving up. Then, we were pregnant again. It was painful, those months, as we sat and waited for the worst. Our beautiful gift from God was born. A little early, a little tense, a little girl. She was and is an amazing gift.

Due to continuing health issues, we were then faced with more bad news. No more children. We continued to pray, worship, and be involved in Church. Adoption was of course an option, but before we did, God called. We took over the Youth Ministry at our Church and have been serving since 2000. We have watched so many children grow and go on into adult life as Christians. We helped to form them into a mature spiritual life.

You never truly know how God will use you. I often wonder what a life with Jacob would be like. He would be 18 today. I have rested on the fact that God is in control. He knows where we are and where we are going. It was not easy, especially in the beginning, but we are there. I live in the confidence that we will make memories while we are apart, but will stand with him one day on the side of glory.

I also am reminded that we never know where someone may be in their journey. You never know what someone may be going through or where life’s journey has taken them. Be Christ to them. Show them the love that you feel and the confidence that you walk in. I praise God everyday for the people he brought into our life. Especially during that dark time. You may be that person to someone. You may be the only one who can lead them to Christ. Do not take your opportunities to witness for granted. Love them like Jesus.

In His Name,

Deacon Jason


How beautiful on the mountains are the feet of those who bring good news, who proclaim peace, who bring good tidings, who proclaim salvation, who say to Zion, “Your God reigns!”

Isaiah 52:7

The past couple of days, I have spent a lot of time paying attention to social media. If you are not into it, you should be. I have found that yes, as we all already know, there is a lot of negativity, hatred, and flat out disgusting things that people share to escalate either their egos or their place in society’s ladder.

But here is also what I have found. Connected to the right people, you can find inspiration. I have recently seen the postings of some very influential young Christians on Twitter and they have accepted me also.

The other positive aspect is the fact that it is your opportunity to be the hands and feet (or fingertips) of Christ in redeeming this area of our world. See what people are into and you will see how better to pray for them. For better or worse, there may be no better way then to get a barometer of where someone is at or is in need. Formulated correctly, this could be a jump start on a plan to reach them.

I have honestly been very encouraged lately to see that it doesn’t have to be as bad as some make it out to be. I certainly do not advocate spying on or bashing people with Jesus over their head, but if done with love, it can be an asset.

We as Christians must go to the mission field. It is sometimes a dark and scary place. But then again, I am reminded that Jesus hung out with sinners, just like me!

Oh and by the way, you can follow me on Twitter at @Deaconjason.